Ok, so I don’t know how many people on here that follow me care about me as a person and not just as a blog, but you may have noticed my absence. It’s been quite some time since I’ve been on here for a couple of reasons really. I started straying away at first because of my two main fandoms. There was too much drama in them both and too many toxic people that were making things awkward and starting arguments and rumors or just being generally crazy and I didn’t want any part of that.
Then I started getting busy with life. My friends and I were making plans for a convention and financial problems came into play. It didn’t take long after that for life to iust drop on me and coming back to tumblr was just not an option for a bit. I had enough of my own drama. I didn’t want to get back into the drama here that I initially left to begin with. In case that wasn’t enough, I started struggling with depression. This is something I’ve had seasonally before but this time it was bad. I stopped talking to people. I left my phone on silent and purposely ignored it. I went to work, where I quit listening to music and talking to my boss, came home for dinner where I avoided eye contact with everyone and spent the rest of the evening sitting alone in the dark of my room watching videos of The Creatures. I spent most of my awake time fighting between many random emotions flipping through me like some kid had a remote that controlled them and trying to not burst into tears for no reason. I gave up on life. I was not suicidal. I’d gone through that before and I will never consider it an option again. That’s another story though.
I’m still working on it, but I’m starting to get back to my normal self. Right now I still have a few big things to take care of, but in case anyone was interested, I’m still here and I’d like to come back soon.
I’d also like to actually blog more as well. I’ve been considering taking up vlogging as well hoping that maybe by making myself talk to a camera, I get better at talking to actual people when I have problems and not letting them destroy me from the inside out.
So here’s to getting back on track!
Did I ever tell u guys about this business card my mom had because let me tell you
Minecraft comic series by
This is a really cool take on how Minecraft would work ‘realistically’. Love it!
Hooooooooooooooooooooly fuck that’s awesome.
Literally the best interpretation of Minecraft I have ever seen I really want more.
Surprise date! [video]
That’s not even a prank. It’s too cute to be a prank.
Does anyone else have like several songs that they love but are constantly skipping because the atmosphere has to be just right and you have to be able to completely immerse yourself in it for those few minutes without any distractions
Ke$ha is a perfect example of how the media loves to make intelligent girls seem dumb and bitchy even though they are actually smart and caring. Ke$ha isn’t far from being a feminist icon but the media continues to label her as a dumb drunk party girl.
and Ke$ha is all for loving yourself and equality but she continues to receive harassment from mainstream media. Enough harassment to the point that she developed an eating disorder because of it. She is an example of how horrible and sexist the music industry is.
After a long-fought battle in Australia, a python bested a crocodile and swallowed the reptile whole over a span of several hours in Queensland, Australia.
The snake reportedly fought the croc for five hours in Lake Moondarra. Winning the fight, the python constricted its prey to death. The estimated 10-foot snake then dragged the 3-foot croc ashore and proceeded to swallow it whole in front of a group of onlookers.
National Geographic identified the snake as an olive python and the croc as a Johnson’s crocodile, both of which are native to Australia. After its hefty meal, the python should be full for at least a month.